the pink life..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

2009-12-31T17:35:00.000-08:00

Oh,it’s not the new year celebration that i want to write about but there is another important thing that always come first before new year,

MY DAD’S BIRTHDAY.

Yes.
He is a new year ‘baby’.

Being my Dad he always risau about me. I can’t blame him, because the situation makes him like that.

I LOVE YOU, DAD.

Yes, I’m daddy’s daughter and the only daughter and .......child
Now you know why..

To my dad,
Adik can never gives you back what you have given to me all this while. Nothing in this world is compatible with them. Your care, support, prayer, shelter and love and love and love and love..an endless love. When I was young, adik slalu rase terkongkong biler I can’t do something, but now I know why you acted that way.It’s for my own safety.Because you love me. I love you,dad.
I can’t say this face to face with you.But I really love my Abah soooooooooo muchhhhh..

I’m nothing if I don’t have you and mak.

You’re the reason of who I am now..

To pay you back, it’s not possible..

And I regret it so much..

Happy Birthday Abah..

Happy Birthday

2009-12-31T17:33:00.000-08:00

FOR ORANG YANG DAH TUA

2009-12-24T06:26:00.000-08:00

nak beg teddy bear tu!

Guess who’s the cute boy with his teddy bear bag?Cute huh? Well, after 19 years, finally I met him. It had been a long journey for this boy.

Last year, he was just a classmate and not yet a friend to be precise. Seriously, I didn’t know him at all. We talked just once throughout the first 7 months.

“Awak dari mane ek?”

That was the FIRST question and the FIRST ever sentence that came out from his voice referring to me.. =p

After that, there was no more conversation between us UNTIL the last February if I’m not mistaken when we had futsal game for our class. That’s the beginning of everything actually.

OH! You don’t know how much I want to punch this guy back then. Every time we chat, there were always fights.

NON STOP!

But Now...

Yes, we are together now. Can you believe that?=p I can’t..

Today,25th of December 2009 this guy is no longer an 18 years old guy but a 19 years old new fresh guy. I had so many things to say to this guy but I don’t think by just writing in few paragraphs would be enough. I think, a poem would help a bit. ( Plus, he’s a bit jealous because I don’t write a poem about him at all instead I had written few for others.)

I knew you
Because of the fights that we had
I talked to you
Because of the curiosity that we had
I understood you
Because of the past that we had
I admired you
Because of your care
I liked you
Because of the smile that you have
I LOVE YOU
Because of who you are

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

my dear..

There will always be one thing that I want you to always have it, that is the smile on your face. I can’t give ManU jersey, a new lappy, or anything expensive. But, InsyaAllah.. If I’m still able to stand and strong I will always be there for you. Hope, you can always achieve what you’ve dreamt of and will do it in a positive way.

Never fear to lose, because every man has his own point of glory.

I can’t believe I’m actually doing this for my boyfriend. Fuh! You’re the first one. CONGRATULATIONS. And I lied to you about me forgetting your birthday.. Of course, I remember your special day. It’s the day you’re getting older!!=p Next time, you don’t have to keep reminding me about it each day, ok?haha!

Orang Besar da Tua!!

p/s :

aku post ni awal cikit sbb nak tunggu kul 12 lmbat sgt. ade keje lg..hahaha..=p

I got a heart attack

2009-12-18T03:00:00.000-08:00

I almost got a heart attack. Seriously!

He told me that he's going to the US tonite at 11.

DANG! OMG!

I thought that I'll never get the chance to meet him before he fly. And I've been planning to go there but at the same time my uncle and cousins will visit us tonite!Go there with Aida?By bus?Car?ahh! whatever, as long as i can be there to meet him.

"EH, zati..aku tipu je r"

V I N O A D!!!!

YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS

Apparently, he's NOT flying tonite.ugh!!!kan da kene bengong ngan aku.vinoad tak pernah berubah..

But, still..

I love u,vinoad..

You're my brother..=D

living like a dugong

2009-12-17T20:45:00.000-08:00

ahh..what a life i'm having now. Really, TRULY 100% boooooooorrrrrriiiiiiinnnnnngggggg.....

Can you imagine a BIG FAT dugong sit on a sofa, eating gardenia while watching dramas on its lappy sambil guling-guling?

That's how i look..burok sungguh!

comel gak dugong ni..

Plus, my internet is so cacat and mereng making my world becomes ‘pathetically’ small. Tu lah, dulu masa AUSMAT tak bersyukur ade banyak keje, now when don’t have anything to do otak menangis kebosanan.

My brain is shrinking!

Yes, honey I've shrunk my brain.

Nak melukis plak, xde mood. Tapi biler mood da ade, tanganku xnak gerak! Keras giler! Sedihnye!

To make think worse...

My phone is nazak. Yes. Totally da sakit.. Just wait for its time to DIE.

Keypad no 6 and # da menghembuskan nafas t’akhir.who’s next?wargh!!!

Thank god, I got some movies and dramas in my lappy. At least I can watch some cute guys 24/7 to cherish my day(matilah aku). That’s why i’m still alive!(i’m totally dead).=p

Hmm..despite all the lethal injections of boredom, I MISS all my dramatic, hilarious moments with my carzy friends

..and ...

A S S I G N M E N T S.Yes.

Don’t get me wrong,folks. Although there were brain cracking and sleepless nite, at least we still have something to do rather than being a dugong.=p

Xoxo

Blek!=p

cerita aku dan mereka

2009-12-02T23:39:00.000-08:00

firstly, to athira yg bersedih..

kt mmg wat first post for my housemates..then,other special friends..=D kamu xkan dilupakan..sentiasa di hati =p

Who knows my dream will take me into this new land called Architecture One..There I met new faces with their own stories.

Ini cerita kami..

Athira @ Mak Cik
Mak Cik! Thanx sbb help me in a lot of things; study and personal( u know what). awk ni senanye giler tau..and kalau da malu tu muke merah giler.haha!lpas ni kalau nampak mane2 badak yg gemok ngan spongebob kt mesti igt awk punye lah.muke pon nak mcm spongebob dah =p jaga r modo-modo pink tu baek2. msti slalu maen lubang hidung die kan??kt xkan lupe time kt wat pillow talk and study kat umah awk.=)pastu kiter xkan lupe muke awk kalau awk tgah geli.lwk giler.
i love mak cik..xoxo

Hani
hani and high heels memg xdpt dipisahkan.hihi.but,since ausmat is tiring kaki hani pon da penat.=p so, da nak abes ausmat ni hani jarang pki heels.tapi, sandal hani comel.=)hani nmpk mcm diva tpi senanye hani mcm org len gak.hihi..hani kdg-kdg pemalu gak.hani klu ade crush msti foreigners yg hidung mancung, tinggi mcm galah.last2, dpt tau mamat tu tau ckp melayu.kantoi!hihi
i love hani..xoxo

Ajin
ajin memg byk ckp.sgt byk ckp.even though ajin ske buli kt gak, mcm org len tapi kt tau ajin syg kt.haha.sori,kt pki boot ms dinner..jgn mara ye?kt xkan lupe notes ajin yg ajin tmpal kat dinding bilik ajin.penuh smpai ceiling..hihi.kagum2..ajin kuat orgnye..xpenah give up.=)
i love ajin..xoxo

jihah
kakak kecik molek ni..hihi.kt bersimpati sbb terpakse duduk sblah kt dlm kelas.malang sungguh..haha!byk benda kt wat dlm kelas yg kt takkan lupe.ms tgah boring,kiter lukis2 gmbar kat blakgn note pad kt,bergosip,mcm-mcm lg.
i love jihah..xoxo

Ainin
hello kitty. tu nickname ainin.manje, suke pink mcm kt. tapi stat pukul 12 tgah mlm kt da blh dgr ainin jerit smpai kat umah kt.punye la kuat.rumah ktorg pon mcm nak roboh.haha.rupe2nye maen cucuk ngan fairuz..haha!ainin yg manje tu trus tukar jd speaker,ganti kt.=D
i love ainin..xoxo

Ain
ain ni kdg2 mcm mak cik jugak.first igt aku lg tinggi dari die,rupe2nye die lagi tinggi.YES!haha.kalau kt nampak stickers kt msti igt ain..hihi..lpas ni blh la wat kilang stickers.mesti untung..haha
i love ain..xoxo

Pijah
awk pendiam sgt..slalu kene buli ngan org,tapi senyum je..tabah btol.haha.tapi,lembut2 awk pon ade tegasnye.oh.awk kalu pkai baju purple, dari atas smpai bawah sume purple..hihi..suke btol die ngan purple.
i love pijah..xoxo

Sua
ms tahun lpas nak cakap ngan awk ni mcm susah sgt. awk diam je. tapi tahun ni, biler nak dekat2 abes ausmat ni awk da mule open ngan ktorg. terserlah perangai giler awk..=p mule2 xcaye jugak.tpi tulah kenyataannye..
i love sua..xoxo

Su
su kalu gelak, 1km da blh dgr. sgt happy go lucky. susah nak tgok su sedih..maybe sbb su ske mkan coklat,that's why..huhuhu..kdg2,mcm takleh nak stop kalu su da stat gelak..takde org yg blh jd se'happy' su..
i love su..xoxo

all the memories that we had together, maybe as time pass some of them will fade but I will not forget the spirits that you guys brought. AUSMAT is a journey.

i treasured friendship,hardwork,love,courage and everything in this world that you can imagine of.

Thank you, friends..
Thank you, AUSMAT..
=)

kiter xkan lupe

2009-12-01T09:54:00.000-08:00

During the first day I stepped my feet in this red-white building, I wondered how my life would changed? Is this a right decision? Seeing all the faces in that big ordinary hall just gave me some kind of new spirits to boost myself..

BUT now..

Everything has ended.

Lots of things that Iwant to tell. Lots of stories that have been created by this one group of 'kids'. Hmmm...Rindunye aku kat korg...

hari first kt sume smpai, kt kene nek bas gi student house.Dalam hati aku ms tu,aku terfikir jugak,kat manelah student house tu.Bapak 'jauh' dari kolej..makin bas tu masuk dalam kwsan perumahan tu,rumah2 die sume makin besar..OMG!rumah tiga tingkat ke???besar giler..bg aku lah..Then, all of us settled down..

Since that first day, my journey began. YES. at first aku igt lagi, yana ngan anneh punyelah borak sakan(sbb diorg da kenal), yang aku ni diam je..mia plak kua ngan family smpai mlm..hmm..ms tu aku fikir jugak,mcm manelah nak ckp ngan diorg ni.susah nak mencelah..hihihi..lawak btol..yang nad, ya,nana ngan nadon plak macam xwujud..i mean, i didn't see them at all that first day..xperasan kot..hihihi..

Tapi sekarang..
kiter sume da tak duduk umah tu lagi..kiter da tak blh tarik2 rambut,maen make up, maen truth or dare, kene cucuk ngan nana(sakit!),tido ramai2 kat depan tv,do our pillow talk, tgok citer antu tgah2 mlm,wat bising smpai kene mara ngan boys kat sebelah,wat video giler2,etc..
korg byk mengajar kt ttg erti kehidupan remaja perempuan yg sebnar. We are sisters..sepahit mane pon perjalanan hidup kt kat kolej, tpi kt sume ttp together making all the bad moments fade away..By now, kt sume da tak dgr jeritan masing2. even nad jerit nmpk lipas pon kt xblh dgr dah..

Stiap persahabatn ade crita tersendiri..
ini cerita kami..
ini kisah kiter semua..

yeanna @ nenek
ang lah first pirate yg kt jumpe face to face..sblum jumpe ang jgn araplah kt nak kenal mininova tu ape,torrent tu ape.kt xkan lupe muke or reactions ang biler ang tgah malu. we will not forget it..penyakit insomia ang, maybe bergune nanti kat aussie..hihiihi..so,xperlu risau..thanx nenek,sbb jg ktorg..and tak penat2 nak ajar kt.kt tau nnek mesti rindu nak buli kt ngan tazzi.=p sori,tazzi kat umah da.die da kat safety zone.hahaha!
i love nenek..xoxo..

anneh
mule2 kenal ang,susah nak faham ape yg ang cakap..sbb pekat btol kedah ang..huhuuhu..kt xkan lupe soklan yang ang slalu tanya," aku sopan kan?" hihiihi..ang sopan ngan cara ang anneh..just believe in urself..=) kt kagum ngan semangat ang..stiap kekuatan yg ang ade tu insyaAllah, ade hikmahnye..=) oh ye..and kiter xkan lupe biler ang ckp ngan desktop ang biler ym..anneh,seriously kdg2 creepy biler ang ckp sorg2..kt ngan mia takut klu tibe2 ang wat keje tu..huhuhu..
i love anneh..xoxo..

ya
ya...first time nampk awk,kt ckp dlm ati kt,"comelnye die ni"hihi...tapi,semangat awk besar..thanx sbb bg kt tido kat bilik awk ngan nad ms bilik kt tgah panas giler. kafa mesti da rindu ktrg kan?hihi.kt xkan lupe sume yg happened before awk kapel..hahaha!and hadiah kawen awk ade lg..dah buang kat hp kt, tpi ade kat hp nadon plak..sure kt frame besar2 nanti..tunggu tau..huahuahua..
i love ya..xoxo..

nad
first thing about nad, ktrg sume xkan lupe dialog ni.."hello,i'm nad" hahaha!sori nad.. ms first day lg, dgn gaye otai johor nad tu,mcm ade spotlight atas kepala nad. sgt..sgt..sgt..laen..tapi WE LOVE YOU,NAD!hehe..kt xkan lupe time2 nad mengamuk.seram!mcm nak runtuh da umah tu..and kt takkan lupe time biler nad tunjuk gmbar laki2 yg agak tue spt gerard butler..mcm hilang sgala stress nad..hahaha!kt takkan lupe sore nad yg merdu nyanyi lagu tgah2 mlm..lady gaga..hihi
i love nad..xoxo

nadon
wanita ayu..NOT!huhuhu..nadon,ktorg ni jelah yg tau betapa giler nye awk kat umah..tpi kesian awk, sbb jd mgsa nana..u know wat..hahaha!rindu nak manje2 ngan nadon.sobsobsob..sori la sbb kene layan kt yg byk ckp ni..hehehe..kt xkan luper biler nadon tibe2 menari tarian giler2 kat umah..hahha!mcm sotong pun ade kadang2.nadon,u'r so talented..keep on doing what u like to..lukisan nadon superb!
i love nadon..xoxo..

mia
ang mangsa buli terhebat kat umah..sori,mia..huhuu..tpi WE LOVE YOU,MIA!ang punyegosip x end lg tau..hihihi..nanti to be continued..hihii..kt tau ang rindu nak tido sbelah kt,kan3??hihii..kt xkan lupe kat katak oren ang yg mata terbeliak tu..and kucing itam ang yg nnek tercabut misai die tu..hahaha!biler la dpt dgr ang men violin lg kan?kedah da r jauh..huhuuhu..anime habat ang tu xkan dilupakan..haha!
i love mia..xoxo..

nana
one important thing yg xkan dilupekan, CUCUKAN NANA..nana, skit tau awk cucuk..huhu.nana yg mature, perfectionist,sgt organised xkan kt lupekan..and I didn't stare at you,k?I just looked..looked..takut sgt ke?huuhuu..kt takkan lupe nana yg humble ni..u'r neither look like a mom nor a sister but nana paling matang b'banding ktrg..and yeah!kt xkan lupe cr nana ckp "so?" hahaha..ngan gaye mulut nana..lwk!
i love nana..xoxo..

ini baru satu cerita..
cerita seterusnya..
to be continued..

penat? fly?

2009-10-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

aku kat sini, try utk sgala yg terbaik utk diri ku.. fly..itu je yg dlm fikiran aku stiap mase..

mock da abes, tinggal lagi 1 stage je utk aku bergerak skarang. Ausmat byk mencabar fikiran, emosi dan kesabaran aku dlm menghadapi dugaan..kalau nak kire takut, da x terkira bape byk takut yg aku ade.smpai skarang, aku bersyukur dgn sgala yang aku trime. aku bukan di kalangan mereka yg terbaik tapi aku slalu memohon pada Allah, agar aku sentiasa diberikan kekuatan utk aku trus menghadapi sume ni. kalau aku nak give up skrg, takde gunenye. aku bukan org yg mudah mengalah. sampai abes aku akan cube bertahan. aku tak pernah rs serendah ni, aku tak pernah rase sakit mcm ni, aku tak pernah setakut ni, aku tak pernah setension ni.

byk kali aku da terjatuh..byk kali aku tgok kejayaan org laen..byk kali aku kecewa..byk kali aku gagal..

MASA DEPAN AKU.

CITA-CITA AKU.

I HAVE TO KEEP ON DOING WHAT I HAVE TO DO.

AKU SLALU CKP, AKU BOLEH!

YA ALLAH..BAGI AKU KEKUATAN..

YA ALLAH, BAGI KAMI SEMUA KEKUATAN DAN KEJAYAAN...

bersabarlah teman2ku...

dengan usaha dan niat yg ikhlas, INSYAALLAH.. kt akan berjaya..

demi kedua ibu bapa...

Air mata seorang anak

2009-08-06T04:27:00.000-07:00

Adik,

Abah harap adik terus fokus belajar untuk kejayaan adik. Beri tumpuan pada subjek yang adik rasa boleh score. Jika adik dapat score subjek tersebut misalnya 90% secara tak langsung markah purata adik meningkat. Jangan fikir lagi result yang dah lepas. Dulu masa trial SPMpun result adik tidak begitu cemerlang, tetapi berkat usaha, doa dan tawakkal adik dapat result cemerlang masa SPM. Abah yakin adik boleh lakukannya sekali lagi untuk AUSMAT. Yakin pada diri, jangan banding dengan student lain, fokus, terus berusaha lebih gigih, doa minta Allah terangkan hati memudahkan adik memahami subjek, InsyaAllah adik akan berjaya. Ikut nasihat pensyarah. Abah sentiasa berdoa agar Allah memberikan panduan kepada adik memahami setiap subjek dan beroleh kejayaan. Apa-apapun abah dan mak redha atas usaha adik.

Selamat belajar dan berjaya.

Abah,
Bandar Baru Selayang.

kata-kata seorang bapa yang telah membuat air mata satu-satu puterinya menitis. Terharu..
Itu yang aku rasa sekarang. Selama ni, I keep blaming myself. Yes, I did badly in the 1st sem and i'm so depressed. tak pernah aku rase jatuh seperti skrg. Sampaikan aku dah tak tau mcm mane rase sakit jatuh tu. Give up? aku give up ke?
No!
Aku berserah seluruh jiwa ragaku kepada Dia. Allah...

Abah, Mak... terima kasih kerana percaya adik.. Maafkan adik jikalau Adik tak berkemampuan menggembirakan Mak dan Abah..
Sesungguhnye segala ape yg Adik buat skarang hanya utk Mak dan Abah..
Terima Kasih...

arranged marriage??me??

2009-03-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

arranged marriage??
ape pndapat korg?
nape tibe2 ckp psl topik ni?
nape byk sgt soalan ni??

ni psl documentary la, asik tanye org je..dlm blog pun nak tanye2..hihi.
anyways, daku mengeluarkan topik ini kerana daku mendapati konsep ni ade baeknye..
1)maybe pilihan parents tu lg baek, sbb diorg lg berpengalaman
2)kdg2 kt ni pilih psngan ikut hati, tak fikir btol2. asal hensem/cantik, couple..tpi,sure ke berkekalan????
3)bercinta lepas kawen lg indah. cube tgok org2 dulu, bercinta lpas kawen, bahagia je.. zaman skarang ni, couple smpi 7 thun,lpas kawen tahan 12 hari je.. Allah..

ni lah pendapat daku dlm hal arranged marriage ni.. hmm..kalau ditakdirkan daku pun termasuk dlm kelompok arrged marriage ni..haha!confident btol..

ape2 yg penting, tepuk dada tanya selera..
kdg2,tak sume plhan parents tu baek,rite?
=)

adakah aku bermimpi????!!!!!!!

2009-02-05T07:46:00.000-08:00

buzz!

omg!!it's the person..
am i dreaming???
shaking3...
huhuhu

mampos lah kau!

2009-01-30T19:39:00.000-08:00

sebelum kiter post sajak ni, seribu kemaafan kalau bahasa kiter terlalu kasar..

and, i'm still izzati k??

hahaha..

kadangkadang penyampaian hati lagi mudah melalui puisi. marah dalam hati ni, tak boleh padam..tapi kiter nak cari medium utk meluahkan cebisan perasaan ni..

tajuk sajak ni, mamposlah kau!

I S R A E L

I NTI KEPADA SEGALA KEJAHILAN

S YAITAN KEPADA SEGALA KEMUSNAHAN

R AKAN KEPADA SEGALA KEHANCURAN

A PI KEPADA SEGALA TANGISAN

E NTITI KEPADA BAYANG KEMATIAN

L AKNATLAH ENGKAU TERIMA

BUMI PALESTIN, BUMI SAUDARAKU

HANCUR PADA ZAHIRNYA, TEGAK PADA BATINNYA

ENGKAU BUTA,ISRAEL!

ENGKAU PEKAK, ISRAEL!

MAMPUS LAH KAU!

TULISANKU INI JIJIK MENYEBUT NAMA KAU!

AH!

DOA KAMI BERSATU,

HATI KAMI SATU,

TIDAK GENTAR KAMI PADA KAU,

ENGKAU HANYA ANJING DAN BABI KOTOR,

YANG ANGKUH DENGAN KEBODOHAN SENDIRI,

MENGGANGGAP DIRI TUHAN.

KAU HANYA HAMBA HINA,

MANUSIA KOTOR,ISRAEL!

HATI KAU HITAM!

MINDA KAU KOSONG!

TANPA BELAS DAN KASIH,

DARI DULU HINGGA KINI,

SELAMANYA..

KUASA-KUASA BESAR,

DURJANA!

BANGSAT!

KAU RAJA SEGALA SYAITAN.

HEI!

BUKAN KAU YANG MENGAWAL ALAM.

BUKAN KAU,BODOH!

JANGAN ANGGAP KAU MANGSA KEADAAN,

KAU ADALAH PANCARAN PETIR

YANG MENIKAM MASA DEPAN SAUDARAKU..

YA ALLAH,

AKU MOHON PADAMU,

LINDUNGILAH SAUDARA PALESTINKU,

BERIKAN KEKUATAN,

BERIKAN KETENANGAN,

DARI JAUH AKU MEMOHON,

TOLONG, YA ALLAH..

nukilan,wr

YOU

2009-01-29T21:25:00.000-08:00

I still remember the day I saw you,

it's just and ordinary day for me, at first..

reading books, calculating..

a sudden glance trapped you in my eyes..

I still remember the morning you looked at me,

my melody caught your attention,

I stopped, felt like running away..

away from you..

my face was burning with shame..

uh..

I still remember that night,

you walked into the dark room,

my shadow followed your path,

how I wish you will look back..

NO!

Don't!

I know I will never in your picture,

I know I will never be in your diary,

I know I will never be in your poem.

I just hope that you will see me..

and not just look.

dedicated to someone who will never know this is for him/her..

by,wr

CRAZY

2009-01-29T21:07:00.000-08:00

i saw the pic too!!

smart seyh!!

smart3!!

S-M-A-R-T!!

tirah and i went crazy that day..

damn crazy!

suke..suke...suke..

bahagia..

~0.5~

my strength

2009-01-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

i found these songs give me some strengths and wake me up when i'm down..some of it, related to my pass..bad and good..

1)this is me-demi lovato

I've always been the kind of girl

That hid my face

So afraid to tell the world

What I've got to say

But I have this dream

Right inside of me

I'm gonna let it show,

it's time

To let you know

This is real,

this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

Do you know what it's like

To feel so in the dark

To dream about a life

Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems

Like it's too far awayI have to believe in myself

It's the only way

This is real, This is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you,

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me (this is me)

You're the voice

I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who

I want to be

This is me

this next song make me to think about my atuk(grandfather)..i miss him so much..he always spoiled me and i miss that..

2)i miss you-miley cyrus

Sha la la la la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS]I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still she'd a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to knowI miss you,

sha la la la la

I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream

Oh how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying but too fast

[CHORUS]I know you're in a better place,yeah

But I wish that I could see your face,

ohI know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still she'd a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to knowI miss you,

sha la la la la

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still she'd a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

next, although my eyes not hazel but what i feel now is what in the lyrics towards someone..DAMN YOU!urgh!

3)behind this hazel eyes-kelly clarkson

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

someone forget who i am..that person broke my heart so deep until i can't find the cure..

4)don't forget-demi lovato

Did you forget

That I was even alive

Did you forget

Everything we ever had

Did you forget

About me

Did you regret

Ever standing by my side

Did you forget

What we were feeling inside

Now I'm left to forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

So now I guess

This is where we have to stand

Did you regret

Ever holding my hand

Never again

Please don't forget

Don't forget

We had it all

We were just about to fall

Even more in love

Than we were before

I won't forget

About us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

At all

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

And all the past

Is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget

I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song

But you won't sing along

You've forgotten

About us

ok,that's it for now..i'm tired..

daa!

new year, new age!

2009-01-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

2008 was a good year for me..i passed my spm with flying colours(although the result printed only in black),my first time going out with friends without parental supervisio(how pathetic!) and what can be more exciting than getting a scholarship offer??that was a year which full with up and down, cry and laugh..going to aprivate college was the last thing in my head as a place to further my study, but here i am now..who knows what will happen..thanx to jpa, i met my new crazy frenz..all the upcoming architects, engineers, economist, physicologist etc..you guys rock!hahaha..not forgetting, the lecturers..

mr al(i'll neva forget ur funny quotes.hihi..),

mr kok..thanx sir for teaching us not only english but abour the world(because of you, now i know that i'm totally in a well.wargh!!)

mr kok( econs)sorry sir, because we sometimes slept during your class..we tried so hard not to do it..aiyaa!just can't resist it..fortunately, we found the solution,NESCAFE!!haha..you are a good lecturer..

mr chee, 'don't make your life complicated'..yes, you are so right..you always made us mesmerized by the formulas that you derived from a simple one..

miss effa and miss prema, we'll see you again next week..so,yeah!!!(please don't torture us..wargh!)

the end of a year is not the ending point of something but the starting point for a new journey and a new beginning..and i know that i'm really going to miss each seconds,minutes,hours,days,weeks and months in 2008..

HAPPY NEW YEAR , SALAM AWAL MUHARAM ANNDDDDDDD...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD

oh yeah...his birthday is on the 1st january..

wo..it's already 2 days we'r in 2009.can you believe it??time flies sooooo fast..speaking of the second day of 2009, you know what does it mean???

i'm 18!!!!!!hahaahaa..yey!!happy birthday to me!!!happy birthday to me!!!happy birthday to me!!!happy birthday to me!!!ok2..cut it out..hahaha..i can't believe it..oh my..wooo~firstly, thanx for all the wishes guys..you guys made me woke early in the morning because of the messages but i was sooooooo sleepy to reply..but, i did reply,rite??hihihi..

to my frenz, have a good year..achieve your dreams and most important thing SMILE..=)

for who??

2008-12-27T02:22:00.000-08:00

benar-benar by adam

Sayang, ku benar-benar cinta…
Semalaman ku tak kering mata

Didukung kekabu melapik pilu

Mengharap esok bisa menjanjikan sebuah lembaran baru

Sejak kita berdua berpisah

Aku tak habis-habis gelisah

Apakah itu tandanya bahawa…
Ku benar-benar cinta

Ku benar-benar sayangT

ak terjawab bila hati bertanya ke mana kau hilang

Ku benar-benar cinta

Ku benar-benar sayang

Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang
Semalaman lagi bersendiri

Parahnya diseksa sunyi sepi

Beginikah perasaan pabila kita disisih cinta

Ku sangka ku tabah berdikari

Rupanya rapuh untuk berdiri

Kembalilah kau kepada ku kerana…
Ku benar-benar cinta

Ku benar-benar sayang

Tak terjawab bila hati bertanya ke mana kau hilang

Ku benar-benar cinta

Ku benar-benar sayang

Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang

only that person and my closest friends know the meaning of this song..

hmm..if that day..if..=( i can't change anything now.. i juz can't..

and it's hurting me..deep inside my heart..

nad punye pasal..

2008-12-27T01:25:00.000-08:00

here are the rules:
1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
3. Tag 10 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.
4. Link the person who tagged you.
5. Leave a comment for each blogger.
6.You are not allowed to tag back the person who tagged you.

7 facts about me~
1)my height is 164.4 cm
2)love pink
3)the only child
4)love to smile
5)never give up
6)love painting
7)love whiterose

01. what is the most important thing in your life ?
family

02. what is the last thing you bought with your own money?
souveniers

03. where do you wish to get married ?
i don't know..my mom wants me to get married at home,my dad kat hall,me????aiyaa..dilema..eleh!still got the time..i still have to find my prince lah..

04. how old do you think you will get permanently owned by your lover ?
hopefully..ntah..hihi..ku berserah...when my heart's ready..

05. are you in love ?
yeah..with my books!!

06. where was the last restaurant you had dinner at ?
r&r seremban..is that consider as restaurant????hihihi..

07. name the latest book you bought ?
uh3!!i like this question..THE TWILIGHT SAGA..yeah!da complete..

08. what is your full name ?
my full name is IZZATI NADIAH BINTI JAILANI..people always get confused with my name..it's not nadiah izzati,it's the other way around,k??and got 'h' at the back of nadiah..

09. do you prefer mother or father?
how can i choose??can you??

10. name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time?
my future husband ..ngahngahngah

11. christina or britney?
urgh!!
next!

12. do you do your own laundry?
hahaha..no..b'cez the washing machine do all the works..hahaha!

13. the most exciting place you want to go?
rite now..it's australia..huhu

14. hugs or kisses ?
weh!it's sensitive..only my husband will know..ngahngahngah!

15. point out five things about the person who tagged you
1)she's nad
2)specky
3)have a 'superman' shirt..hahaha!!
4)bingit orangnya..jgn mara..
5)single..

16. eight things i’m passionate about
1)architecture
2)reading
3)painting
4)poem
5)whiterose
6)pink
7)music
8)study

17. eight books i have read recently
1)twilight
2)new moon
3)boy
4)desert flower
5)falling leaves
6)calculator manual book(book gak an..hahaha!)
7)applicable mathematics year 12
8)physics(test maa..)

18. eight songs i’ve been listening over and over again
1)on the line-demi lovato feat joe jonas
2)can i have this dance-vanessa and zach
3)you and i both-jason myraz
4)lovebug-jonas brothers
5)feeling show-colbie
6)appreciate-nick jonas
7)all kaer's songs
8)all aliff aziz'z songs

19. eight things i learned this year
1)english is not as simple as abc
2)RM500 is a BIG amount!!
3)once you get the scholarship,your world is changing..
4)brain has to work, not feed..
5)don't make your life complicated..use the formulae..( remember wat mr chee taught us..huhuhu)
6)history is fun..only with mr al..hihi
7)my future is my family..
8)blogging is FUN!!

20. 10 persons you tag
1)sue
2)calvin
3)yana
4)ya
5)anneh
6)tira
7)atiqah(srikandi)
8)fairuz
9)daniel
10)nana

juwita

2008-12-23T21:38:00.000-08:00

masa berlalu meninggalkan luka juwita..
sangkanya masa bisa
memudarkan memori arjuna
menyingkap cetera baru dalam diari hidupnya..
sukar baginya untuk bernafas..
sukar baginya untuk terbang bahagia
di kamar cinta yang sekian lama tidak berpenghuni..
diri juwita sunyi dengan cinta arjuna
mungkinkah kasih masih berbunga buat arjuna?
biar kuda putih putera dari seberang gah mencari juwita
tapi hatinya tetap begitu..
masih begitu..

sakit hatinya masih berdarah..
percaya pada diri telah dirobek
sehingga dia takut untuk mengucap
kata-kata itu lagi..
takut baginya mendengar kata cinta..
kata-kata itu bagaikan racun baginya..

sampai bila juwita harus begini?
sampai bila harus dia takut pada cinta?
sampai bila harus dia mencari penawar?
baginya,hidup ini harus diteruskan..
dia tidak sendiri..
masih ada bonda..
masih ada ayahanda..
masih ada teman..
yang lebih memahami dan menyayangi..

buat kasih lama,
semoga bahagia..

nukilan,wr

syukur pada mu ya Allah..

2008-12-23T21:05:00.000-08:00

i don't know how i want to write my post..
huhuhu..i'm sooo grateful..
syukur...syukur..syukur..i don't know how many times i said that word..
i passed the band that jpa wants for our ielts..huhuhu..

i would like to thank some of the people that helped me a lot during the past 6 months..

1)firstly, my parents..mak and abah..thanx for your support and love..i do it for u guys..i did it b'cez of u..i will neva be blessed if not b'cez of u..both of u were neva give up on me..to trust me..i really appreciate it..i will do my best to make u happy..and smile..always..muah!!i love u,eternity..!!!

2)next..of course!MR KOK..thanx a million sir..i will neva forget everything that u teached us..not juz english, but u showed us the world..u'r like a moving encyclopedia..u know everything..and the most important thing..we will neva forget ur DING!DING!DING!forever..thank you sir..

3)my housemates+tira..mia,nenek,anneh,ya,nad,nadira and nana..aduh..u guys are crazy..hahaha..but u guys were also helping me..when we stress out we sang(a'hah!that's include tira) loudly at nite,then continued with work..we did the speaking through my web cam..we did researched together..slept together b'cez we'r sooo tired..giving tips to each other..ahh..love u guys a lot..

congrats my fren for achieving the band that u got..muah!!!!

4)architecture group 1...aiyaa.. lots of names to mention..nevamind u know who..hihi..thanx a lot for ur help and support..we'll see next year and struggle together ok??huhuhuhu..

alhamdulillah...

LAPAR!!

2008-12-19T21:13:00.000-08:00

aduh..it's all because of ielts..

i woke up so early last friday,cez i really can't sleep..

huhu..when i woke up,i can't eat at all..

tak slera..takut sgt..

and,when i checked my inbox,everyone was asking i f checked my result or not..

MESTILAH TAK!! TAKUT SEYH!!

aduh...da la perut berkeroncong lagi ni..

i waited till 1o am i think..

then, tirah gave me a msg..

soooo,neves..i tot she already knew her result..

aleh2..

tadi Fairuz da call,dy kta ari slasa nxt week bru ley tau..mr liew yg pgg result 2 ngah cti skrg..

ALHAMDULILLAH...

Still got time..

but, next tuesday the hunger will attack me again!!!

wargh!!!

RM500????

HUHUHU..

act i want to write more..

but,nak kuar jap..

i will write later k??

daa..

assalamualaikum..

what should you study??

2008-12-17T06:31:00.000-08:00

well, actually i got this website from nenek's blog..ermm,if u'r wondering who nenek is..i'm proudly to tell you that she is yana! hahaha..

ok2..so,i clicked at the link of this thingy in her page and did the test..

wa lah!! here is the result.. i love it!!hihi..

Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful. You are very intuitive and ingenious.

You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules.

You Should Study:

Art (best3! can paint!i likeee)

history (frankly speaking,i don't really like it..urgh..borink la)

Architecture (aduh!my life,my everything)

Comparative religions (hmm..)

Eastern religion (huh??)

Education (ok,teaching is so not me.. i can't explain to people properly and i'm afraid i'll do it wrongly..uh!)

Music (this is kinda fun..hihihi..but, no way my parents will give me the green light,red light ade lah..hahaha..)

Philosophy (oh my..no way man..)

ISTANA BUDAYA IS ONE MY FAVOURITE BUILDING IN MALAYSIA..

I WILL WRITE MORE ON ARCHITECTURE IN MY NEXT POST.

ok,daa!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

skandal???

2008-12-15T04:16:00.000-08:00

noor aiman..MY DADDY!!! miss you la daddy..walaupun anda suke membuli saye..wargh!!!

from left:shameer,shuk and zul( i used to call him uncle mi..hahaha)

with qee..ehm3..

ahaks!hahahaha..

ok lah..b'cez there's a demand from...from..people..so,i add on another pics of my some other frenz..anyway, title tu saje nak bg gempak..hahahaha..

oklah..ade demand lg??hahaha..

I HEART YOU<3

2008-12-14T21:18:00.000-08:00

my very bestfren..i called her GURLFREN..act,her name is NURUL AIDA AMALUDIN..i miss her soooo much.she's in kolej matrikulasi perak rite now doing her foundation programme there..last time,she told me she wanted to be a DENTIST(hmm..still with that dream,gurlfren??) i really hope she can achieve wateva she dreams of..she's cute,rite??hihi..she knows everything bout me..huhuhu..i always trust her..huhu..n we always do some review bout people,or you can say,GOSSIP!hihihiThis is my BRO..hihihi.we f been fren since primary school..he's now doing his ADFP(if i'm not mistaken it stands for American Degree Foundation Programme,kot..hihi)aduh..miss you la bro..ur jokes and advices..hahaha..he really knows me..really..can't lie to him laa..hahaha..oh!lupe plak..

his name is Vinoadharen..and people always pronounce his name in a weird way..huhu..

something like..

"vino-ad"

so pelik lah..

next is nik-nik..her name is nik alia..kelate..hihihihehee..she's my fren n my neighbour..hahaha..i've known her since i was 5 years old kot..hihii..men badminton,gossip..hahaha..she really crazy bout SUJU @ SUPER JUNIOR..haih..

if they come to malaysia(i mean suju)abeh gilor la nik ni..

hahahaha..she likes kangin..i don't know why..hahaha..ki bum lg comel..hahahahanow,she's doing her diploma in uitm,perak..i think her course sounds something like this..

pengurusan hartanah..kan nik??

so,if u guys have prob wih ur land,can consult with her..hahaha this is super junior group memberskanginki bum,cute huh??

hihi..i know..i know..cuter than the above one,rite???

hahahahanext!meha..or her real name is nur amelia..hmm..she's really a drama queen..aiyoo..so drama la this gurl..hahaha..she's in the same college as Gurlfren..she likes conan..oh..and Wu zun..

i gave her a book of Hana Kimi(taiwan version)for her brithday,but it's in chinese language..hahahaha..saje je..bia dia..so,she can only look at the pics of Wu Zun but can't read the book..hihi..

pity her..

this pic was taken during our graduation day..

huhuhu..

huhuu..i miss them sooo much,and i want to give a space for them in this blog..

thanx guys for everything..for helping me when i was down and really crash dulu..

huhuhu..thanx a lot..i will always support u guys in wateva u wanna do..

always..

LOVE YOU!!!

ade org rindu..

2008-12-14T06:56:00.000-08:00

with miaw(again..),anneh and nadon/nadira

with some seniors..

yana and siew wen

nenek gayu~

tirah pun gayu~

hahaha..

well,i've not update my blog quite a while..sorry 4 making u guys waiting..huhuhu..internet and ielts caused me not to update..aduh!hihihi..

hmm..so first thing first..

to athira and nenek[yana]..

kiter memang nak letak gambar korang,

tapi mase tu internet wat hal..

huhuhu..

takpe,takpe..

ni khas untuk korang

next!

twilight!!

i want to use RED and BOLD letters for this post

[i mean about twilight,only..bukan lola!!]

'cez EDWARD has my heart!! huhuhu..i read the novel..aduh!i wanna a vampire too..

mak,can i have a vampire bf?????

sooo romantic..
"do i dazzle you?"

"i like to see you sleeping" (something like that)

and lots of quotations that i like..

haaaa..melting..hahahaha..

but,i think (no offense..)robbert and kristen don't have the chemistry..

huuhu..sorry for that crack..

ouch!
hmm..so mcm awkward cikit..

but,still..the story is d'boom!

hahaha..i like the part when edward try to save bella..
huhuhu..i feel protected,even though(aha!two words,k?)i'm not bella..

wargh!!but in my world,i'm Bella..hahaha..

pliz..

go..watch the movie k??we'r like crazy when watched the movie..

everyone making the sounds like,

"haaa..."

"huhuhuhu"

and can see lots of loves were popping out from our eyes

<3<3<3<3<3

[except nana,'cez she didn't like the movie]

I HEART TWILIGHT

or should i say,

EDWARD CULLEN!!

wat else eh??

hmm..oh2!!!

JONAS BROTHERS!!

huhuhu..can guess who i like most???

hihihi..

time's up!

hahaha..no more guessing..obviously,it's

JOE JONAS

hahahaha..i don't know why..

but i just like them,him..

hahahaha..

celebrity everywhere!

2008-11-18T04:28:00.000-08:00

me,nad and azreen

me with sapik

with the tall guys
(aiya,so rendah la me)

me,miaw and jihah

nana's shining

GALA NITE 2008

these are some photos that i took during that glam nite

007 is BORING!!!

2008-11-16T04:24:00.000-08:00

i watched the 'GREAT' agent,james bond

this evening..

it was not so good..

BORING!!

huhuhu..

i wasted my RM9 for that movie..

huh!!

don't watch it!

the best part of that movie is just 1%..

(as yana would say)

which is

THE COOL-GREAT-HIGH TECH

COMPUTER!

wuhoo!

how i wish malaysia would have something like that one day

(will we????hmmm...)

pressure!!!!

2008-11-15T09:03:00.000-08:00

hye

hye..

at last,i can write a new post..i was so buzy with lots of test n GALA NITE!!!

It's over!!!!ALHAMDULILLAH......i'm so grateful and thankful to Allah coz at last we managed to do it..and i'm so satisfied with all the efforts of all people!!!

GO OUR CLUB!!!!!!!!

actually, i have lots of things to write but i can't write all!!

coz i don't remmber!!uh3!!!!

so,i will just write bout the thing i can remember now..

1)you guys should watch a great2!!!!!!!!!movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's

KINKY BOOTS!!!!!!

wo!it's great and laugh is your popcorn

(wat am i saying???)

anyway,just watch it if you like to know bout

the BEAUTIFUL,PRETTY AND CUTE

LOLA

(i have to write 'her'name in red,coz she LOVE it.it's a symbol of something..

you don't have to know.hihi)

thanx mr kok for giving us the task to review bout that movie..

actually, we have to give our opinions bout the movie..

it's a part of our coursework(i think)..

we took bout 2 hours to finish all the review..

coz everyone had to give the reviews not LESS than 5 minutes.

so,i was sooooooooooooooooo damn bored..

while i was waiting for my frenz to finish their reviews,

i did a poem bout dream..

IT'S MY DREAM,PASSION AND LIFE...

ARCHITECTURE..

MY FUTURE,

MY LIFE,MYSELF..

WHY??

WHY SHOULD I BE ONE OF THEM?

WHO IMAGINATING,DRAWING AND DESIGNING

BUILDING IN A ROOM..

BUILDING WITH NO HEART AND SOUL..

SOME MIGHT SAY,

IT'S A SKILL,

IT'S A CREATIVITY..

NO!!!IT IS WRONG !!!

BUILDING,

IT IS NOT JUST A CONCRETE,

IT SYMBOLIZES THE WORLD,

IT'S A CULTURE,

IT BRINGS THE NATION'S SOUL

TO THE TOP OF THE WORLD!

REFLECTS THE EMOTION AND

THE TRUE COLOUR OF THE WORLD..

ARCHITECT,

IT IS WHAT

I AM GOING TO BE..

A GREAT ONE!

hahaha..how is it??

it's simple,but it is what i feel..

i really want to be an architect who can design

a building that reflects my culture..

not a modern building with no identity..

i hope i can be someone

ok!enough with my dreams..

now back to reality..

2)IELTS!!

how can i improve my ielts band???

why english is soooo hard to score now??

no3!!!!!!

huhuhu..

why3!!i'm sooooo scared,and soooo sad,and sooooo depressed

because i really want to have a good band ..

i NEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDD it!!!

huhuhu..

Ya ALLAH.....Help Me...

it's juz 3 weeks from now..

huhuhu..

i can do it!!!!i can!i can!

CALVIN!!!!I WANT YOUR BRAIN!!!!

GINGER TOOOOOO!!!

PLEASE!!!I'M BEGGING!!!

GIVE TO ME!!!

huhuhu...

3)my fren has a crush!!

omg!!!

she really likes this guy..

huhu..

like really crush on him..

but so sad,he doesn't notice her..

wat to do..

haih..i juz pray that one day he will notice her

(if and only if they are destined to meet again)

4)i miss my frenz!!!!

AIDA,VINOAD,NIK!!!!

I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZZZYYYYY!!!

HUHUHU..

when can we meet??

why???

(mr al's style)

huhuhu..

ok,i will write again

if my kaki tak sakit..

hahaha..

daaaaa...

rAyA tImE!!!!!!

2008-09-27T22:54:00.000-07:00

fuh!juz finished the test!talking about the test,we had an OPEN BOOK TEST for physics..huhu!everyone so surprised and i think we said the 'ha?' word for almost 3 to 4 times..hahaha.and mr chee had to repeat this line again and again

"you can open your book and refer to wateva notes that you have"

(i think that's the line)soo funny..pity mr chee..b'cez we're so blank!(not blur)hahaha..and Nad even gave a flying kiss to him..hahaha!she's so thankful,i guess..hihi

afta i f finished all the test,i cooked for my frenz..ngahngahngah..i did this 'bubur lambuk '(a porridge)and jelly with cocktail and lychee..walah!hihihi..but i put too much ginger in the bubur lambuk but still can makan maa..hihihi

actually, i want to change my blog's template..but i don't know why i can't paste the code.haih!gerammnye!!!!!!so tired searching for it,but at the end it's worthless....=(

ok,to cheer me up..i got a new carlo rino shoes!!!!!and a new bum handbag !!!hihihi..can't upload the image lah..something wrong with my comp..huhu..oh ya, before i got those new great,superb things.. i went to a bazaar and i FAINTED IN(not 'at' ok) the bazaar ..wargh!!!!!it was so HOT and Lots of people there...cannot tahan seyh...so,my dad had to check in to a nearby hotel for me a have a rest..wat a relieve..i will neva eva forget bout i becoming the 'centre of attraction' for 5 minutes in kl!huhuuhu..NOOOOOOO!!!!!!

during breaking the fast,i saw almost 200 people sat along the pavement and even in front of SOGO to break their fast!Waleh!!!!wat a 'scenery'.hahaha...alaa..cannot show the pictures..i did take some pictures..hahaha..
then, i saw Fara fauzana in front of Gulatis silk store..she's soo cute..but i was so shy to take a pic with her =p..hihihi..

ok lah..last but not least..salam lebaran to all of you who read my blog..
thank you so much and forgive me for all my mistakes..

see ya!

i'm sick again!!!

2008-09-14T06:50:00.000-07:00

i can't breathe!hidungku tersumbat..wargh!!!!

i can't even taste my nasi tomato juz now..huhuhu..

yana asked about the 'battle' that i wrote in my last post.yana,the battle means ,the ielts test..oh nenek yana,sorry cez i beat u juz now..TOK WAN DON'T BE MAD WITH ME!!!!

have u guys eva stay up late b'coz wanna watch movie or drama????hahaha...i f the experience,bebeh!hihihi..alah..juz once..hihihi..it's all b'coz of MATSUMOTO JUN!!!!

matsumoto jun

he is damn cute!hihihi..my new husband..hakhakhak.Thirah,he is mine!!!

kihkihkih

to nana:where do you get all the questions in your blog???????

I WANT IT TOOOOOOOO!!

still can't breathe now!!!!!!!

huhuhuhu..i think i want to have a rest..

talking about wifi,my roommates (esp.yana & anneh)are soooo crazy

chatting ..from morning till nite..i think they won't stop until we lost the connection..ish3!hihi..lagha..lagha..lagha..

hey!stop typing..act,i juz can't stp my fingers..hahaha..

i better go to bed now,or else ada org marah nanti..

huhuhu

something special

2008-09-13T22:28:00.001-07:00

di hening malam itu

satu perasaan gundah meronta di jiwa

kali pertama aku melalui saat begitu

kerana teman di sisi aku tenang

menghadapi setiap detik yang berlalu

namun masih kelu di lidah

menyusun kata-kata yang mampu

memenuhi malam itu

semua itu akan menjadi kenangan yang indah buatku

mungkin juga insan di sana

mungkinkah akan tiba saat itu lagi?

hanya Dia yang tahu

jika itu yang terbaik..

my superior saturday

2008-09-13T11:51:00.000-07:00

i had my ielts test today.huhuhu..i'm so nervous with my mark for that paper..huhu..we have been surprised ny the lecturers,b'coz we have to summarise 3 DIFFERENT charts!!!!we never done something like that before.huhu..we have been walking from KBU to our student house because there was no shuttle van after the 'battle'..pity us.

and we have our dinner at mcdonald ..hihihi...so kenyang maa..i had double cheeseburger with mcflurry!!!uh2!yummi3!

hakhakhakhak..

today is my happy day and hmm..memory..hihihi

I'M BACK!!!!!

2008-09-12T03:54:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!!!!ACTUALLY I'M SOOOOOOO NERVOUS RITE NOW.BECAUSE I HAVE MY ENGLISH/IELTS TEST TOMORROW..I DON'T HAVE MUCH THING TO SAY TODAY,B'CEZ I'M EXTRA NERVOUS.OH YA!MIA HAS GOT HER CAR..HAHAHA..VROOM!VROOM!OK,I WANT TO BREAK MY FAST.GOT TO GO!DAA..

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!

AFTA A LONG TIME!!

2008-09-10T22:10:00.000-07:00

HYE THERE!!
IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE MY LAST POST. SOOOOO MANY TYPING ERRORS LOH..HIHI..I'M NOW A COLLEGE STUDENT..WALEH!!!HIHI..
I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY TO BE ONE OF THE JPA'S SCHOLAR..UNFORTUNATELY,IT'S KILLING ME TOOOOOOOO..SO AFRAID OF THE COMPETITIONS AND THE CHALLENGES THAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH..BUT,BUT,BUT...NEVER GIVE UP!NEVA EVA GIVE UP!CHAYO3!
MY FRENS ARE SOOOO GREAT AND CRAZY..HAHAHA..(CRAZIER THAN ME.HIHI)
I STAY...(IS IT 'STAY' OR 'LIVE'??FORGOT!!I THINK IT SHOULD BE 'STAY'..MR KOK!!!HELP ME!!)OK,BACK TO THE STORY..CURRENTLY I'M 'STAYING' IN BANDAR UTAMA...I REPEAT..BANDAR UTAMA.IN THIS HUGE,TERMENDOUSLY(IS IT CORRECT??) BIG HOUSE..FUH!!!!!!IT'S WORTH ALMOST RM800,000,000!!!!!!gilor!hihi..one utama is juz 5-10 minutes walk from my student house..hahahaha!!!!
speaking about my study,huhu..i'm taking ausmat(australian matriculation).but,i'm in year 11 now,which they called as a prep-year..the important exam which is year 12 will be in next year..wargh!!!one more thing,our marks n everything will be send to jpa..huhu..we have to perform well to pass the cut off point..ALAMAK!I DID'NT MAKE THE FONTS AS CAPITAL LETTERS..NEVAMIND..
OH!FORGOT TO MENTION JUZ NOW,SYAFIQ(MY SCHOOLMATE)IS HERE TOO..HAHAHA..MUKE DIE LAGI..IT HAS BEEN FIVE YEARS FOR BOTH OF US TO BE IN THE SAME SCHOOL AND NOW COLLEGE ...HAHAHA..
I MISS MY SCHOOLMATES AND OF COURSE...MY GURLFREN!!!!MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY!!!!CRAZY!CRAZY!CRAZY!
OH!I HAVE BEEN SELECTED AS THE VICE PRESIDENT FOR OUR CLUB(USED TO BE 'GAP CLUB',BUT WE CHANGED THE NAME..SORRY SENIORS..)AND THE PRESIDENT IS AMIN/MUHAIMIN.ERMMM...OK..
I WILL CONTINUE LATER..
DAAAA!!!

juz get started!!

2008-03-03T20:08:00.000-08:00

huhuhu..i'm so excited to have this blog..now,i can post a lot of things here that i want to share with all of you who read my blog..i'm sooooooo excited rite now..many things had happen in my life..and i think you guys can learn something from them..